Anyhow, I've recently came across Christian Älvestam (Ex-Scar Symmetry) New band Solution .45 HIS VOICE IS FUCKING AMAZING! The music is fucking brilliant. GO CHECK THEM OUT!

heh, Man do I want to leave my household and go live somewhere, With anyone even D: get a job, so on... cause currently what I am doing is making me depressed. Get up, fight.. school. fight some more. fight tiredness. fight people in school. come home. fighting. incase of MORE fighting and depression. SERIOUSLY THIS HOUSE IS FUCKING DEPRESSING
it's full of hatred. Mother and Granmother fight. ALL THE FUCKING TIME. I was even woken up this morning, and me dying with the flu, of them fighting... yes. I know I'm bitching but fuck it I don't care...

apperently one of my Ex's is out to get me, so this is going to be fun in the long run... Or worse who knows. tho maybe. I deserve what is going to happen/said. maybe it'll cause me to shut off..
anyhow that's enough of my rant,
also I tend to lack of sleep.

In other news
My Brother(bestfriendbuticallhimmybrother) is coming over again for new years! I can't wait to see him

Him and I went to one of the biggest music fest's in the UK Bloodstock Open Air
and he is bringing him many photos we took for those three days! so. all of them will be featured in my next journal






Inorder:
Anterior
Children Of Bodom
Attack Attack
Incase of Fire
Cancer Bats
Funeral For A Friend
The Ocean
Cynic
Opeth
War Of The Worlds (Jeff Wayne's Musical)
Insomnium
Xerath
Arch Enemy
Carcass
Battlelore
Wolf
Celesty
Enslaved
Entombed
Apocalyptica
Cradle Of Filth
Equilibrium
Moonspell
Turisas
Amon Amarth
Satyricon

These are all the bands I've seen live

going to see live

Video Games Live